This heart beats only for you.

I always find myself, sitting here, wondering if you are thinking the way I am. I always wonder, if you are ever scared the way I am, or if you ever think the way I do. If I could take away the jealousy and the insecurity I have, I would. If I could have the perfect relationship with you, I would. You mean everything to me, and its so hard to have this constant "baggage" on me. I want to love you, and not worry about other girls. I want to know that we are okay, and that I have nothing to worry about. You flirt with your friends, and its like I'm the only person who notices. I think to deep about everything, and I shouldn't. I make myself worry about every little thing, and I shouldn't. I know you love me, and I know what we have is strong. We have been at this for eight months, and I've never loved it more. You are the best thing that could ever happen to me. I have to stop being mean to you, and you don't deserve it. You do nothing but put a smile on my face and try and make me happy. When you leave, it will be the worst day for me. Not having you here to hold, to kiss, to make me smile, to hug me, is going to break me. I know its for the best, and telling to not to go would be selfish on my part. I wouldn't do that to you. I will be here for you, if you do leave. No one could ever replace you. No one could ever love you like I do. NO ONE will ever love me the way you do, and I am grateful for you. I am here to promise you that you ARE my future, and you WILL be the one I raise my child with. If anything else, just know I Love You. You're mine. Now and Forever.